today, he left me at 11:33am
he went out for holiday with his family.
im glad to he that he's going for holiday but im still down as he'll be away for 5 days.
me myself will be going to jb for 2 days; friday and saturday
hais.
the only time we can meet this week is on sunday.
sad isn't it?! =(
i just can't explain how i can survive without him.
no beeps of phone, no ring of calls, no pop-ups of msn.
my box just seemed empty so cold, empty.
it's like as if im all alone in my own world doing nothing.
mylifeisuselessplain.
no one to joke around with.
no one to fulfill my life with joy and laughter.
the one that i truly love, truly miss is not here. =(
even when he' not here, when i went to wodlands mart with my mum and little brothers,
i talked about him to my mum.
when i've reached home,
i cried like hell! ='(
this is what happens when the one i love are not here by my side.
i'm happy but sad at the same time.
happy as he's going for holiday which will relax his mind out of those problems.
but i'll be here waiting for his return, all alone.
i know i will suffer without him.
but the only thing i can do is to pray that he'll go and be back safely.
this is when i really want the time to pass faster than quickly.
hais.
dear.. if you're reading this, please do eat and enjoy yourself there.
do not need to think much about anything that is happening here.
i'll be alright. as i've promised to myself and you.
there is no other guys except you.
TRUST ME. ONE&ONLY YOU.
saya akan nantikan kepulanganmu sayang..
LOVE ME;
2:37:00 AM
